7:35 Thoughts

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

I have no idea why I'm feeling like this.
It seems as if life itself, is slowing slipping out of my grip.

Life is flying by so quickly. I don't think I'm taking enough time to stop and give thanks, and realize all the blessings I have. I feel as if I'm letting people down, and I'm not keeping promises that I should be.

Things are changing, and I don't want them to change.
I want to feel happy, and joyful again, like I did this summer.
But all of a sudden, life is stressful, and I don't enjoy it.

I need a heart-to-heart.

I just don't understand why my heart can not be content with where I am. It's not like I have the option to just leave this little town and start over somewhere fresh. Dinuba depresses me, I'm not going to lie. It's not my first choice at a place to live and go to school.

More than ever I wish I had a shoulder to lean on at this moment. Someone to talk to, that wouldn't push anything, that wouldn't turn this into a conversation about something other. Someone who wouldn't give me advice, but just listen. Someone who would just sit, and let me spill my heart out to.

Like I said, a heart-to-heart now would make me really happy.

I'm sure there's a reason I'm feeling like this...
But I don't enjoy feeling like this.


"HELP! I need somebody, HELP! Not just anybody..."

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