Just when you think you've got it,

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

You really don't.

I can't really sum up my emotions right now.
I really don't know how to.

Honestly, just when you think you know it, you really don't. You really don't.
Life has taken so many unexpected turns lately, and it's really blowing my mind.

I'm really just sitting at my keyboard, trying to figure out what to do next, what to think now, how to deal with everything and somehow it's just sitting here, not moving. It's just like "Yea, I'm here. It happened. You can't do anything about it. You really can't."

It's even more awkward, because it really doesn't involve me...but somehow it does. Everything comes full circle, but this is just plain weird. Life has thrown me and my family an unexpected turn, but all I can really do is just be supportive right now.

It's really all I can do.
And pray.

Pray, pray, pray, like there's no tomorrow.

I really need to just sit, think, journal, and crap out some new music.

"What's that Mexican independence day in September?"

Respectfully submitted,