"Well I'm not the one rocking on my butt."

Sunday, August 09, 2009

It's the last week of summer. I'm having a hard time grasping my mind around that.

Life is starting to make me think more now than ever.
I enjoy that, please don't get that wrong.

I think I'm really starting to grow into the line I've always said, "I'm a listener, not a talker." Very true, I'm more of one to observe and collect information about people in my surroundings before I actually speak up. It's a good talent, and came in handy many times this summer.

I'll have to see where it takes me this year. SENIOR year. Can you believe it? I still can't. I'm so glad I only have 9 more months in my crappy high school before I never have to come back and sit through another boring class.

Anyway, let's take a trip into my deep vast mind for a moment.

"What's on your mind?"
I remember when Rebs used to ask me that question everyday in the kitchen last year at camp. I find myself asking that more now that ever, especially to myself. There's a lot going on in my life, and I think it's getting close to that time where I just need to spill my guts out to someone, and have that all original good, clean, heart2heart.

I'm trying to write music, and for the first time...it's difficult. Maybe it's because I'm writing on a really tender topic. It's probably because I really can't capture this emotion into words. It's so difficult, and I really don't like it. Composing music has always just kind of came easy to me, and even though the difficulty of expressing this situation into lyrics is frustrating, I think it's going to be a good experience for me.

Maybe I should be working on that...
eh, I'll sleep on it.

Life is going to be a whirlwind this year.
But I can't wait to see where it takes me.
Let's rock and roll :)

"Friendship is a promise made in the heart unbreakable by distance, unchangeable by time."

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