Thursday, October 07, 2010

and I can't sleep.

I have too much on my mind to even try and sleep right now.
I haven't been this stressed out since the end of senior year.

Four-Day is right around the corner, and I'm looking forward to resting up, getting re-organized and ready for week #7. This week is taking forever to pass, and frankly...it's been pretty hard to get through.

I hate when you pile everything up only to find it crashes down on you when it's the worst time. Welcome to my Wednesday night. In the midst of my studying for my public speaking midterm, I am engrossed by this weird, unstable emotional side that just really needs some time to recover.

I am ok. Things are going good here, I'm just starting to see how different college is from high school. Classes are harder. Professors expect you to know things. People won't always remind you to write a paper or turn in an assignment. No one is here to hold your hand anymore.

I had a great talk tonight. Feelings were shared. Tears were shed. Stories were told and fears were revealed. Altogether, it broke down this unstable emotional structure so it can be rebuilt, stronger and ready for its next challenge.

Frankly, I'm ready for a break. Four-Day couldn't come soon enough. I'm planning on playing a lot of guitar, eating my body-weight in frozen yogurt and doing a bit of homework.

This too, shall pass.

"Your tears glorify God."

Respectfully submitted,