Sunday, December 05, 2010

I forget how much I love sitting at my computer, and suddenly get this feeling that I need to turn pandora on and blog for a bit. I used to do this a lot during senior year, and now I guess I'm having flashbacks.

It's Sunday, the last day of the weekend, and we are about to embark on the last week of classes. Hard to believe this semester is quickly winding down, and even more scary to think finals are right around the corner. To be honest, I'm really looking forward to being finished, but I'm already preparing myself for what seems to be a very busy and stressful next semester.

This week all the homework I really have to do is start studying for finals. Believe it or not, I've actually written out a whole schedule to follow as I strive towards what looks like 48 hours of death.

Three finals, two days. Eeek.

Anyway, I am killing time because I have really nothing to do today before our last performance of the Christmas Festival. As much as I love choir and performing, I'm ready to get this over with. It's nice and a great experience, but I'm just ready for it to be finished so I can finish this week, get my studying done, kick butt on finals and go home. Luckily when I get home, I have wisdom teeth removal to look forward too. Yipee.

There's been a lot on my mind in the past couple days. Making decisions scare me, but I know it will always turn out to be for the better. Sometimes I just wish people would tell me what to do, but I know that would annoy me beyond reason. It's sort of a never-ending cycle of "I-don't-want-to-do-this" and "You-need-to-do-this-if-you-want-it-to-happen." I get so twisted inside, but I really never show it.

Maybe I just need some time alone.
Or not.
I don't really know.

"Hey Jude, don't be afraid. You were made to go out and get her."

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