Wednesday, December 08, 2010

The last time I felt like this, it was a good 5 months ago.

It was the best summer of my life.
It was unexpected, quite the surprise.
It was this amazing adventure, dreaming through reality, everything I wanted.

The last time I felt like this, I thought I had it all under control.
And then, it collapsed.

Once again, in my state of raw emotional whatever you want to call it, I tend to be over exaggerating once again. The fact that I really should be doing homework right now and studying for finals only adds to this whole state I'm in.

Life goes on.
Give thanks in all circumstances.

Times like these are the moments where I just want to curl up in my bed and fall asleep. Not do anything productive, study, play guitar, even hang out with friends, just fall asleep.

And rest this emotional state away.

Unfortunately, I'm unable to do that. Number 1 reason - finals are next week. Seems like finals are messing a lot of stuff up, literally.

So I am off to waste this emotional hurricane away through World History and Christian Doctrine. With Feist on the iTunes, and a sense of recovery in mind, I embark on the rest of the evening.

Let's hope it works out as planned.

"I'm sorry."

Respectfully submitted,