my ideal sandwich (or late lunch meal)

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

toasted sourdough bread slice (w/ mustard)

2 tomato slices
a couple onions
two slices of swiss cheese
spinach leaves
toasted sourdough bread slice (w/ mayo)

served fresh with 5 slices of cucumber on the side, paired with a glass of lemonade.

Nothing beats a lunch like that. Let's toss into the mix the fact that work ended early and I have really nothing else planned for the rest of the day (minus preparation for finals studying, which begins tomorrow) and I'm a happy camper.

Being back at school is awfully weird this time around. Maybe it's because the only thing running through my head is the fact that in a week, I will be at the end of freshman year. My first year of college will be finished. I can't wrap my head around that, but it's all I've been thinking about. The end is coming...

Maybe I'm over exaggerating, but it's a big deal.
Or, at least it feels like that.

Growing up is such a weird feeling. I want to be a kid, but I'm becoming an adult. I mean, on the inside, my 18th birthday last year was kind of the "you're-legally-an-adult-now" moment. Finishing my first year of college is another one of those moments. I feel like there's going to be a lot more to come.

Bah, life is going by too quickly, but I'd rather have these next study-filled and stressed-out days over with as soon as possible. Summer is rapidly approaching, and with all the excitement about many more memories to come, I feel somewhat nervous. I have yet to decipher just where this nervousness is rooted, but I know it's something I can overcome.

I can do this.

"Set me free, leave me be, I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity."

Respectfully submitted,